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Today Is a Fresh Start... But Not That Kind
From RKBD

Hey Chaos Crew,
You ever wake up and hear that voice in the back of your head saying:
“Today’s a fresh start”?
Cool.
But let me be clear — I don’t mean the sparkly Pinterest kind.
Not the crystal-charged, vision-boarded, “I saged my trauma away” kind.
That sh*t’s cute.
But it ain’t this.
Today is a fresh start because I woke up and chose violence… again.
Because I didn’t quit yesterday — even when I wanted to.
Even when my head told me to.
Even when it felt easier to just burn it all down and ghost myself.
But I’m still here, Still swinging, Still screaming into the void with blood in my mouth and hope in my middle finger.
This ain’t some pretty little reset button.
It’s a brick through the window of “should’ve.”
🎧 Mindful Mayhem: 3 Things to Remember When You’re Still F***ing Here
1. Fresh starts don’t mean clean slates.
They mean you’re dragging the whole damn story into today and daring it to stop you.
2. Survival is not passive.
It’s active. It’s aggressive. It’s choosing to stay loud even when the volume knob’s broken.
3. Day One is a myth.
You’ve already started. This is Day Still F*ing Standing.
⚡ Two Quotes That Hit Like a Gut Punch Today:
“Fresh starts don’t feel like clarity. They feel like war.”
“You don’t need a clean page. You need the courage to keep writing on the torn one.”
🤘 Question of the Week:
What’s something you carried into today that you thought would break you — but didn’t?
🎤 Weekly Truth Bomb:
This is your reminder that “fresh start” doesn’t mean healed.
It means you’re still here despite the sh*t that tried to take you out.
And that? That’s louder than any day one ever will be.
So yeah, today is a fresh start.
Try me, b*tch.
Exist Loudly.
— Bobby D
Still Swinging. Still Scarred. Still Here.
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