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Today Is a Fresh Start... But Not That Kind
From RKBD

Hey Chaos Crew,
You ever wake up and hear that voice in the back of your head saying:
âTodayâs a fresh startâ?
Cool.
But let me be clear â I donât mean the sparkly Pinterest kind.
Not the crystal-charged, vision-boarded, âI saged my trauma awayâ kind.
That sh*tâs cute.
But it ainât this.
Today is a fresh start because I woke up and chose violence⌠again.
Because I didnât quit yesterday â even when I wanted to.
Even when my head told me to.
Even when it felt easier to just burn it all down and ghost myself.
But Iâm still here, Still swinging, Still screaming into the void with blood in my mouth and hope in my middle finger.
This ainât some pretty little reset button.
Itâs a brick through the window of âshouldâve.â
đ§ Mindful Mayhem: 3 Things to Remember When Youâre Still F***ing Here
1. Fresh starts donât mean clean slates.
They mean youâre dragging the whole damn story into today and daring it to stop you.
2. Survival is not passive.
Itâs active. Itâs aggressive. Itâs choosing to stay loud even when the volume knobâs broken.
3. Day One is a myth.
Youâve already started. This is Day Still F*ing Standing.
⥠Two Quotes That Hit Like a Gut Punch Today:
âFresh starts donât feel like clarity. They feel like war.â
âYou donât need a clean page. You need the courage to keep writing on the torn one.â
đ¤ Question of the Week:
Whatâs something you carried into today that you thought would break you â but didnât?
đ¤ Weekly Truth Bomb:
This is your reminder that âfresh startâ doesnât mean healed.
It means youâre still here despite the sh*t that tried to take you out.
And that? Thatâs louder than any day one ever will be.
So yeah, today is a fresh start.
Try me, b*tch.
Exist Loudly.
â Bobby D
Still Swinging. Still Scarred. Still Here.
The Most Overrated, Underwhelming Radio Host of All Time
